Well..it’s been a while.
I don’t really have an excuse other than..I just couldn’t be bothered. I used to love blogging and I mean LOVE it. I’d take pictures whenever I could, always be planning blog posts, writing them up, editing pictures..
Then all of a sudden, the thought of blogging caused this massive anxiety attack and I didn’t want to do it any more. The thought of blogging actually made me feel sick and dizzy. I hated what blogging had become. I had got so caught up in the world of ‘followers, events and page views’ that I lost sight of why I started blogging in the first place.
I started blogging for other people and jumping on trends that I actually couldn’t give two shits about, but blogged about anyway. That wasn’t why I started doing this. When I started I didn’t know anything about followers or page views, I didn’t actually know there was such a thing.
Since when did how many Twitter followers I have become more important than things I genuinely cared about?
I decided to take an (unintentional) blogging break and by god did I need it. I’ve taken a step back and finally gotten my head in a happy place.
I’m not sure when i’ll blog again, or what it’ll even be about, but I know for a fact it’s going to be something I actually want to say. When I want to say it. That’s the beauty of having your OWN blog..you make the rules.